The simplest things that can be told to me can make me cry now.. Ugh. Soft hearted for life now /: #fuckthisshityo #wishitwasnthappening #whatever

#StayStrongALWAYS

I love you for comforting me when I truly need it. It was honestly pretty random and might I say, thoughts do truly get to me, but I’m just glad that you were there to pick me back up. Thank you bubba.

I think it sucks when I think something won’t bother me even when it’s something so little but later on.. it really does lol. I’m so fucking catty now ;[ Grrrr.

Swallowing my pride every time.
#StayStrong

Trying my best to not put so much hope into things.. which sets expectations for myself and totally screws over my mind and thoughts but umm.. yeah.. lol. Workin on that.

When we were just laying in your bed constantly laughing and like licking each others faces like weirdos made me realize how great of a relationship and boyfriend I got. I love this natural state we’re at and even though we were laughing and enjoying our time together, it made me realize that being together physically will end soon. But it didn’t really bring sadness to me at all cause we got this shit and we’re stable enough to last.. ya know!?!?

Haha, I love you.

I truly don’t understand why it’s so hard to admit you’re in love… or this time for me I guess. Maybe cause it’s been so long you know? But anyways…. I love this fucking feeling. Haha. :)

Falling asleep and napping with you on the couch was splendid :)

I finally met his dad… It was awesome. And funny. LOL.

I won’t forgive you for putting your hands around my neck. I won’t forgive you for acting the way you were today.. at all. It’s sickening to know that you’re not a father image to me anymore. I’ve lost respect for you. I know you do this shit because you care, but if you did it in the most kindest way possible (and not life threatening type of shit)… then I’d believe that you’d do it because you care. Never have I ever felt so fucking trapped in my life. Defending myself because of a family member has probably been the biggest obstacle I’ve ever been put through. Screaming, crying, and yelling out what I feel at you guys? I know I should be better than that… but you put me in that position where I had to do so to get your attention. I know I said a lot of things today, but that is how I truly feel right now.

I’m over this shit and no matter how many times I’m going to say it, I really can’t wait to get out of here when I’m truly ready. 

Happy mothers day :3